[awkward]

here’s the thing

so i was attempting to explain my opinion about something

and i said “as someone who’s attempted suicide more than once, i have a hard time feeling bad for people who do” mostly because in this situation, people were blaming others for people’s suicide.

i would never blame anyone else for anything like that. 

it’s a person’s decision to commit suicide and it’s extremely shitty to use their suicides as an excuse to hate something/someone/group of people. those people decided that on their own.

yet i was being the insensitive one.

had you just said “same here.” or “yeah, i’ve had the same issues too” or something like that, i would’ve been like ok so you know what it feels like and you couldn’t possibly agree with blaming it on other people.

instead, you told an entire detailed story about how you tried to kill yourself.

if you want to share those details, that’s your decision, but it did pretty much sound like you were trying to play the ‘whose is worse’ game, which was completely unnecessary… so i told you i wasn’t in the mood to play that game.

i honestly didn’t know what the detailed story had to do with anything, so I wasn’t sure what you wanted me to say.

it obviously doesn’t make me uncomfortable seeing as I brought it up in the first place.

you got pissy because i didn’t give you the response you wanted. 

that’s not my fault.

i apologized multiple times for coming off as a bitch, not for my opinion on any of the discussed subjects.

if you can’t forgive me, that’s your problem, but stop bitching all over facebook and tumblr, especially when you’re trying to make me out to be the angry one. you also referred to me as a “friend” when you specifically told me to fuck off because I don’t know you… if that’s the case, i’m not your friend. 

i never once got angry. you misread all of my comments and accused me of saying things i didn’t and of being sarcastic and rude. even if i was, i thought you had a thicker skin.

SIDE NOTE: i also don’t feel bad for detoxing drug addicts when it’s the millionth time they’ve been through it because obviously the first 8924 times didn’t teach you anything.

yep. i said it.